Last watched: Code Geass R2 episode 25 (END)
So.Its been exactly 24 hours 47 minutes since the greatest anime character in the world, namely, Lelouch Vi Britannia/Lelouch Lamperouge died.
What do I do when my favourite series ends and my most favourite character dies?
I BLOODY SULK, THAT'S WHAT.
I've been plunged into despair ever since. Helpless tears, unstoppable grief, countless mourning, pathetic emo-ness... Yup, that was all me.
After turning off my computer, I laid on the bed to stare at the ceiling for 20 minutes, trying to accept the fact that Lulu is dead. I cried before going to sleep, and I woke up crying too.
It is THAT depressing.
And I was so fucking emo today I wanted to strangle myself.
Roll your eyes at me all you want, you unfeeling cows, but I can't help it.
THUS, I created a new background image in tribute to Lulu. Hope you guys like it.
Many of you have probably noticed, my MSN nickname went from "Amanda Vi Britannia" to "LULUUU T____T". I can't bear to use Lulu's surname just when he died.
valentine's day Sunrise really DID NOT fulfill any of my three expectations.
1. Lulu gets a happy ending. (BULLSHIT. HE FREAKIN' DIED)
2. C.C becomes queen. (NO NO NO. She ran away)
3. C.C's real name to be known. (HELL NO)
I'm gonna fucking bomb Sunrise once my mourning is over.
And yet, in my midst of despair, my friend, Sam, was able to present me with rather convincing facts stating that Lulu might not be dead. Thank you Sam for all your comfort. You helped me A LOT. And as I said, I'm going to start believing you. You did your research until 2am, after all.
So is Lulu really dead? Is he wandering in the World of C? Or has he attained immortality like his dad after dying?
Until Sunrise confirms all this mind-fucking madness, I'll keep mourning. He did, physically, die after all.
`No matter where you are, dead or alive, you'll always be remembered
valentine's day I'm gonna start wearing black.
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