valentine's day KDU Journal 1

♫ Listening to: the murmuring of people in the library
Last watched: Tales of the Abyss episode 24

Hey peeps. Finally got the time (and internet connection) to blog.

College life is... so far so good. Classes start next Monday so I have the rest of the week to sulk and get over my life.

Yeah, you see this Lulu icon on the left - that's exactly how I feel now.

WHY. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

It's my 4th day here now. 1st and 2nd day was quite okay, but the 3rd day, I was kinda homesick, and TGV-sick. With my new friends, I can talk and smile like nothing's wrong. But sometimes when I'm alone, depression sinks in and I can't help but think: "If I weren't in college right now, what would I be doing in TGV? What would I be doing at home?"

I miss home. I miss TGV.

I watched the recap episode of Clannad ~After Story~, and I never thought that the first few sentences of the episode would have such an impact on me.

Do you like this place?
I really, really love it
But nothing can stay unchanged
Fun things... Happy things...
They can't all possibly stay unchanged
Even so, can you keep on loving this place?

The first place to flash through my mind at that moment, was TGV. Sob :( And the reply to those questions above, was this:

Just find them.
Just find new fun and happy things.

That's right, I have to suck it up and get over my goddamn freakin' life.

So yeah, when I'm alone, I sulk. And my roommate is a stone figure. When I talk to her, she'll reply me in only one sentence. When I don't talk to her, she won't talk to me.

GOD. I seriously can't stand this type of people. We're gonna be sleeping in the same room for the next 2 years and a half, so can you please just get over yourself and start socializing with me?

I think that'll never happen. Maybe 1 year later, I might still be NOT talking to my roommate. Serious. Both of us can just sit in our room, facing our laptops, and not SAY A WORD. I've been trying to talk to her first these days but her words are scarce. Not even a 'goodnight' or 'good morning'. Which is hard for me to get use to because every night before I sleep, I used to wish my whole family goodnight. And in the morning, when I arrive at TGV, I'll greet my colleagues with a cheery "Mornin'!"

But now... brrrrrrr.

And the weirdest thing is, she seems to socialize better with other housemates instead of me. JOY.

ELIZA CHONG I WANT YOU AS MY ROOMMATE. JUST SKIP HIGH SCHOOL AND COME TO COLLEGE NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW.

Gosh. I've gone nuts.

The foyer of the college. This is my personal prison.

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The course I'm taking

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My room in the girls dorm. The other half of the room belongs to my roommate.

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There's an Animanga Club in KDU! Gosh, I was uber excited when I saw the club's booth in the foyer. It was registration time for the clubs and I immediately signed up.


Look what's at their booth!

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Gah!! Anime DVDs, mangas, and CODE GEASS!!! Luluuuuuuuu!!

I fangirled a little to the person at the booth :D Hope I didn't scare him lol.


One whole row of Tsubasa mangas.

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They had two projection screens in the background. The left one shows the game demo of various types of PS2 games, and they showed the Soul Eater PS2 game!!

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The right screen would be the King of Fighters game. Maximum Impact: Regulation A. GOSH I have the exact same disc at home so I was quite excited too. The PS2 there is free for everyone to play.

But I got beaten by a senior. WTF. So many years of playing with my cousin brother, and I got easily beaten by a senior. Ish. AND SHE WAS USING KULA DIAMOND. I was using Ninon.

VINA YOU READING THIS???

I'm heavily depending on this club to bring my sanity back to me.